a new semester. *new* flash flash *new*NEW
Temptation.
I’m open to it, but I don’t want you.
Closed, blocked off, no thanks, miss no need for further complication.
Girl one, two, three- a lot of love, a lot of hope, a lot of promises.
I mean how have we wrapped our minds to the fairy tale, or better yet become so cynical and to believe the easy black from the impressionable white?
It’s the grays in between for those who really desire.
I’m not waiting; I’m just not following through. Initiative is easy, interest is easy, but is the impression really of a well, how are u going to keep my time? What do u have to offer me?
… … …
I’m scared. fuck I am scared.
Why do u even still worry about this shit? I mean you've always pulled through. Just get your mind off the sickening pressure, and the memories of those nights when u felt like vomiting because you were that nervous. its not ur life on the line. Just do what you can, do what you know are capable of. You should be able to rise to the expectations and surpass... you've never failed when you've made that honest attempt. So do the shit out of it already. They have got nothing on you
well for what its worth, im scared. im not sure if you'll understand why, or if you'll just brush it off. but I just thought that at least sharing/confessing that fear to someone else will help strengthen a resolve or at least help in my realizing that im not alone.
im just thinking too much. letting emotions override.
I don't want drunken guys calling me.
…. …. ….
and then there are these songs that just hit the right note with you, the feel good tunes. my big couple like one, is bob marley and lauryn hill's turn the lights down low. but what I love about it is that its all mine. its not something that I shared with someone, or had him listen to it, but its a great feel good about someone song that I know that I know he's the one when I can listen to the song and realize that he reminds me of the song and not the song to remind me of him. You get the difference? its a nice and light airy feeling when you realize that your heart really and truly has not been tied and met with the other half. It’s still having those ideas and dreams of the soul mate and then knows of the realities which can associate it with the realistic relationships and still realize that you’re still free, you can even appreciate the airy feeling far more.
Temptation.
I’m open to it, but I don’t want you.
Closed, blocked off, no thanks, miss no need for further complication.
Girl one, two, three- a lot of love, a lot of hope, a lot of promises.
I mean how have we wrapped our minds to the fairy tale, or better yet become so cynical and to believe the easy black from the impressionable white?
It’s the grays in between for those who really desire.
I’m not waiting; I’m just not following through. Initiative is easy, interest is easy, but is the impression really of a well, how are u going to keep my time? What do u have to offer me?
… … …
I’m scared. fuck I am scared.
Why do u even still worry about this shit? I mean you've always pulled through. Just get your mind off the sickening pressure, and the memories of those nights when u felt like vomiting because you were that nervous. its not ur life on the line. Just do what you can, do what you know are capable of. You should be able to rise to the expectations and surpass... you've never failed when you've made that honest attempt. So do the shit out of it already. They have got nothing on you
well for what its worth, im scared. im not sure if you'll understand why, or if you'll just brush it off. but I just thought that at least sharing/confessing that fear to someone else will help strengthen a resolve or at least help in my realizing that im not alone.
im just thinking too much. letting emotions override.
I don't want drunken guys calling me.
…. …. ….
and then there are these songs that just hit the right note with you, the feel good tunes. my big couple like one, is bob marley and lauryn hill's turn the lights down low. but what I love about it is that its all mine. its not something that I shared with someone, or had him listen to it, but its a great feel good about someone song that I know that I know he's the one when I can listen to the song and realize that he reminds me of the song and not the song to remind me of him. You get the difference? its a nice and light airy feeling when you realize that your heart really and truly has not been tied and met with the other half. It’s still having those ideas and dreams of the soul mate and then knows of the realities which can associate it with the realistic relationships and still realize that you’re still free, you can even appreciate the airy feeling far more.
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