empty pack of smokes... using a little other and chilling
well here is the post i was about to post but then there was a call. im being sentimental and awfully gushy. i need a hobby or something. or just a really great book. damn, i have a project, so why can't i keep my mind on that! (stupid expectations)
hellooo?? anybody out there? i feel as though i've thrown into the dessert of noexamination... anybody? im getting awfully lonesome here with my past papers and tests. hehe. or im in a great need of a caffine fix, coffee anyone?
never scarb town centre again after six pm during holiday season. i mean they were actually wheeling a stack of crates of pop in between two of the narrowest asiles in the dollerrama! the DOLLARAMA!! omg, i nearly kissed my teeth today, but i know santa's watching and i've got to rack up the good points.
those mall walkers have a pretty nifty system. you wonder why you didn't get your size in a store during a sale? THOSE MALL WALKERS!! they have the mall times pat down. like the back of their tushies when they speed walk round and round.
oh yea this question appeared. is it easier to sex than to love? no need to answer. was just thinking of gifts to that someone special, and realized that i was short winded for inspiration. yes im panicking slightly.
is this working out because of our past? or are we really in love with each other? i mean really in love. is he really happy and am i really happy doing this from afar with the distance? and can we really be patient with one another when the timing for us to be together is right? i mean what are we looking forward to in the future, and what are our steps getting there...? i've wanted this to work out between us for so long and so badly that i've almost forgotten the why in all of this. i guess im just being extra hyper paranoid (triple underline that statemnet, well the feeling lasted for a few minutes until i realized i had NOTHING else planed. eek, like the cat) that my gift maybe more of a goodbye, foreshadowing, rather than a warm collection of memories with many more to look forward to. patience..patience..its both something learned from another and is constantly relearned.
ps/i dont bother to proof read these much, lately
hellooo?? anybody out there? i feel as though i've thrown into the dessert of noexamination... anybody? im getting awfully lonesome here with my past papers and tests. hehe. or im in a great need of a caffine fix, coffee anyone?
never scarb town centre again after six pm during holiday season. i mean they were actually wheeling a stack of crates of pop in between two of the narrowest asiles in the dollerrama! the DOLLARAMA!! omg, i nearly kissed my teeth today, but i know santa's watching and i've got to rack up the good points.
those mall walkers have a pretty nifty system. you wonder why you didn't get your size in a store during a sale? THOSE MALL WALKERS!! they have the mall times pat down. like the back of their tushies when they speed walk round and round.
oh yea this question appeared. is it easier to sex than to love? no need to answer. was just thinking of gifts to that someone special, and realized that i was short winded for inspiration. yes im panicking slightly.
is this working out because of our past? or are we really in love with each other? i mean really in love. is he really happy and am i really happy doing this from afar with the distance? and can we really be patient with one another when the timing for us to be together is right? i mean what are we looking forward to in the future, and what are our steps getting there...? i've wanted this to work out between us for so long and so badly that i've almost forgotten the why in all of this. i guess im just being extra hyper paranoid (triple underline that statemnet, well the feeling lasted for a few minutes until i realized i had NOTHING else planed. eek, like the cat) that my gift maybe more of a goodbye, foreshadowing, rather than a warm collection of memories with many more to look forward to. patience..patience..its both something learned from another and is constantly relearned.
ps/i dont bother to proof read these much, lately
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