"hello, anita mae..."

who would have thought that I could have ever made such a right decision?
after dinner, enjoying my smoke, I reminiced our growing friendship. intriguing from the start, neither of us really knew what was instore, but we did have a feeling it would be a good friendship.

I'm so happy for him. I'm so happy that we both listened to what we really felt at that time. I've learned alot in the few times we've spent in each other's company. It's fun, well once I put down my guard I had up for a while in the summer. ha, sorry bout being so moody at the time- it was complicated. But, I admit, so I got over his girlfriend's weight, I got over her schulich education (to each their own), and I got over the fact they lived in the same town. But I have not gotten over this slightest twinge of jealousy that they had dance lessons! arg! ha,no I'm not really jealous. Just that I wanted to do that first! :P but I do want to meet this Alice of his life. I want to see his smile, and face light up when she's around.

The funny thing is that we tend to thing the same thoughts. As I was finishing my smoke, he comes out saying, "...knew we would be good friends." then again, "knowing me will get you fat." good food, good times.

We were both smart enough to do the math in each of our own relationships and have a common understanding of was going on in each other's lives during those few weeks in December. I do hope this friendship continues and grows with time. But then again, as with all friendships, time will tell.

I just never thought that this could be possible.