MERRY [belated] Christmas

turkey, stuffing, keylime pie and the rest of the fixings... omg i can't wait for the leftovers :)

alright, so i need a new phone and the phone im using for now.. well i'm not sure where it went.

argh.

well happy holidays to all.

kat- merry merry christmas, im soo sorry i wasnt able to return the calls. i dont have the speaker/hearing function working properly. it totally sucks these past few weeks with very minimal usage of the phone.

cheers!

ps. i am NOt looking forward to the Boxing Day mayhem at work this evening.. [sos]

be patient and be good.. arg need to complete errands...need keys.

but here i am sitting again in the basement of the student ghetto. no its a nice ghetto actually. :P still waiting for the roomate to finish packing so i can get the keys. its his last day here, and we won't be seeing him again as a roomate for the following semester. im currently in Kingston, five minutes away from queen's. haha, i'm geared up in my old york sweater roaming the city for a good grocery place. hey, you ever wonder what Markham ever did with their buses from back when? kington hasn't upgraded theirs, yet. at the least the driver's have some personality here. i've made up my mind about small towns... not for me. i like a big city, with grid designed streets, the subway system, the shops, and the hours of most of the stores open till. yes i like the convenience of the big city. but what i do love here is the lake just a 1 min walk out the front door, and well i guess its worth coming if you're here or if there's an opening at the supreme court for a law clerk (you Queen's law studnets, watch out! har .. naw i have no chance).
but a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the birthday boy/man, damn you getting closer to 30. haha. naw still young at 24, next year you can start to worry ;) .

im not looking forward to dinner, actually i am... but not looking forward to the preparation. i can follow instructions, so recipies are always a fun challenge.. but its different when you know the recipient can cook, and has been paid for his cooking. its hard to meet a goal of impressing the chef who catered to the red bull weekend getaways. but i can boil a mean pot of water.

so here's to the disclaimer/waiver he'll be signing prior to the meal.

cheers to exclusionary clauses, good food, tipsy wine and great company.
happy birthday.

empty pack of smokes... using a little other and chilling

well here is the post i was about to post but then there was a call. im being sentimental and awfully gushy. i need a hobby or something. or just a really great book. damn, i have a project, so why can't i keep my mind on that! (stupid expectations)

hellooo?? anybody out there? i feel as though i've thrown into the dessert of noexamination... anybody? im getting awfully lonesome here with my past papers and tests. hehe. or im in a great need of a caffine fix, coffee anyone?

never scarb town centre again after six pm during holiday season. i mean they were actually wheeling a stack of crates of pop in between two of the narrowest asiles in the dollerrama! the DOLLARAMA!! omg, i nearly kissed my teeth today, but i know santa's watching and i've got to rack up the good points.

those mall walkers have a pretty nifty system. you wonder why you didn't get your size in a store during a sale? THOSE MALL WALKERS!! they have the mall times pat down. like the back of their tushies when they speed walk round and round.

oh yea this question appeared. is it easier to sex than to love? no need to answer. was just thinking of gifts to that someone special, and realized that i was short winded for inspiration. yes im panicking slightly.

is this working out because of our past? or are we really in love with each other? i mean really in love. is he really happy and am i really happy doing this from afar with the distance? and can we really be patient with one another when the timing for us to be together is right? i mean what are we looking forward to in the future, and what are our steps getting there...? i've wanted this to work out between us for so long and so badly that i've almost forgotten the why in all of this. i guess im just being extra hyper paranoid (triple underline that statemnet, well the feeling lasted for a few minutes until i realized i had NOTHING else planed. eek, like the cat) that my gift maybe more of a goodbye, foreshadowing, rather than a warm collection of memories with many more to look forward to. patience..patience..its both something learned from another and is constantly relearned.

ps/i dont bother to proof read these much, lately

we need to pracitice dancing together.

cause in the event of a more important event, and if we end up being the first on the dance floor, we are only asking for trouble. :P

love and kisses.
and i'll stop stepping on your foot if you can make up your mind on where to lead me! har.

all in all, a couple shots of rum and i was pretty good for the night. crazy. but he was on the dance floor- surprise surprise. haha. I guess we had a couple surprises for your seniors huh? we did good hun. points for Toronto, points for law clerk program (you're too sweet with your support, ty), points for pulling it off on the dancefloor (uh, minus the MC hammer..so not happening), and madd points for the pizza.

i just hope neither of us woke up with the gut wrenching feeling of, oh wth did i say that last night? but there were others far more drunk than we were. :)

induced randomness:

just because i wished on a star sometime ago, that doesn't make you the one that's true.

you should try eating with a light shining through the bottom of the the bowl

ok, so now let me fold up in a corner beneath the dark drapped covers and do my thing.